Monday, May 11, 2009

Taking Time To Breathe

OK, its been a while since I blog, just to busy or to tired. My kids are so stressing me out lately! They are keeping me praying, now that I am doing that again (don't ask).



David, my wonderful 5 year old has gotten in school suspension, and kicked off of the school bus. I think something happened that has him out of control, and I am fining it hard to get him back in line! Been showing him extra love and a lot of supervision. Trying to teach him that things will not always go his way, and how to deal with his anger issues in a good way! Keep praying.



Robert, well as usual he is just being Robert. Actually hes my good child right now.



Jessica, well do not get me started. I dread what she will ask next. I feel like she is using my house for a date place for all her friends and that is going to stop. From now on girls only or boys only. That is all I can handle. Not to mention all the deception that goes on, I know she is a good girl, just wish she would hang around with different folks that what she is now. I knew this dating thing would be a bad idea and get out of hand, and it has. I should have stood my ground, but I seem to be giving in a lot lately.

James, well he has always been a very good child, but lately he has began to act more like Jessica. he figures if he does not tell me, I will not say no, so he just does it anyway and just accepts the consequences. James that is the same as being disobedient, I hate it for ya!

I love all my children, they just drive me to God, maybe that is a good thing! Told the Pastor I would try to stop saying drive me crazy, so driving me to God sounds much better.

Well my husband, he is just my husband, I am learning to love him just the way he is, I am hoping he can do the same for me. We are who we are, and only God can change us! If you are reading this baby, I love Ya!

God still doing a work in me! I don't tell many people this, but I believe that God has a certain direction he wants me to go in life, I am not good at following the directions though, and sometimes I veer off the course. God is faithful to keep returning me to the right course. I know the way is straight and narrow, maybe someday I will learn to drive straight and quit zig zaggin through life.

Well gotta go I am expectantly waiting for the good things that God has in store for me. Are you?

2 comments:

  1. Ah ha!, there's the problem. YOU are driving in zig-zags. "YOU" being the opperative word. YOU should not be driving at all. You need to switch places with God and try out the passenger side for a change. :)

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  2. Bree sometimes your insight scares me. OK I am singing Jesus take the wheel!

    Love Ya Girl. Stay Sweet!

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