Plans

Its amazing how we make so many plans that does not include God, then we get upset when they never come to pass.

I was talking to my mom tonight, and we have been trying to make plans to go to Disney World over the summer, It would just be me, Skip, David and my mom. Robert, will be going with someone else, and Jess has already been there, and of course James will be at basic. I told my mom I am not making any more plans unless God is in it. It never works unless he is there.

I think that is my biggest issue. I like to be in control. I am praying to let God lead more and I am leading less. eventually I hope that I can let God just completely take over. That complete surrender kind of scares me. I am not sure why. I know that God is in control, and he only wants what is best for me, but for some reason, I keep holding back. I often wonder is it my pride or what? I am praying that God will show me.

I have been working a lot lately, so I have not been to the gym in a while. I am hoping to get back soon. I may have to wait until after fireworks season. I am pacing myself with work this year, trying to take some time so I don't get burned out. We will see how it goes.

Well it is late and the kids are in bed, time to spend some time with hubby and get some sleep.