Just Me!

Well I did get to to the gym last night! I got to work out and I got to talk to a Friend! It was nice!

did a lot of praying on the way home last night, it helped! It usually does!

Skip had the house cleaned and dinner cooked when I got home last night! It was nice. I am wondering did he do that for me or him! Well guess I want know unless he tells me!I am just glad the house was clean!

I was very tired yesterday when I came home! Had a bad headache, so I ate and went to bed, which was bad because it was early, and of course I woke up at midnight and could not go to sleep for a while! Was up until almost 1am. Now I am tired again today! I am praying for God to give me strength though!

I did not bring any thing for lunch today, so I am not sure what I Will eat! I do have a few cans of soup here, so I will probably eat that!

I have lost 9lbs on my diet so far! God has really helped me with that! I am so blessed!
I actually was able to walk for 10 min on the elliptical machine, that was an accomplishment for me!

Well I need to go to work. Hug someone today and tell them you love them!

Its just me!

Working today, nothing new there! I don't know if I am going to the gym tonight or not! Skip is not coming into town tonight (at least he says he is not) so I would not have a ride home, unless James and Jessica stay! That means they would have to sit around for an hour and half while I work out! I just can't see me asking them to do that! Of course James would, but thats not the point! Oh well it is all in Gods hands now!

Seem to be back on my diet now! No bread since yesterday at lunch! I sure I can keep this up! I lost another pound today! Woo Hoo for me!

Well better get to work!

I Choose You!

We have so many choices to make in our life! Today I made some bad choices, choices based on my feelings! Aggggggggg! I have got to stop that! It is so easy to lash out when I am hurting! And today I was hurting! I wish that was something I could talk about, but some things you just don't blog about!

I missed church tonight! for two reasons. One I forgot to set my living room clock ahead, and the other I just did not want to go! I know that is not good, maybe I am a little mad at God, but I should not be! I made my choices,and he lets me, that's just the way God is! He loves us enough to let us make our own choices! So maybe we should start letting the ones we love make there own choices, even when they hurt us!

I have to remember that my joy comes from God and that he loves me more that I could know! today I am choosing to seek forgiveness and to be happy!

James wants to join the mentor program at Fox Creek! He wants to be mentored! I think I am trying not to take this as an insult to my parenting, but it is hard. I would hope that my kids could come to me with any thing, but I guess there are just some things you don't talk to your parents about! I love you any way James!

By the way Bree, James blew it Sat night, part of the conditions for letting him come was for him to clean the kitchen, and the den and to take out scraps. Which he did not finish, his dad is not happy! But I did enjoy meeting your parents it was fun! We should really get together and do something soon!

Well I got dumped again today! Guess I was not the chosen one today! But I did enjoy Lunch with my mom, James, Jess, Robert and David. It was fun, and I got to watch some movies!

Jess is now with her dad, they were last seen at a her dads friend house! Guess they will be home late. It is quite here! James is in his room and the boys are watching tv. I think they watch too much.

My diet is not going to well, I never been one of those to stick to something to long! I love going to the gym though, and I will keep at it! I am hoping to loose some weight and clean up some, I am trying to impress my man, maybe he will fall for me all over again, who knows! Maybe I can get some of that lost love back! I know that God is good! he will help!

Ok David wants me to read him a book, gotta go! Show someone you love them today!

Emptying the trash!

Seems to be a theme going on here! You know a pastor once preached on that subject! Empty your trash cans! You know if we would empty the problems in our life, just throw them away in Gods big trash can, and put on the lid so we or anyone else can't get them out, We could then let God fill up that empty space with his love and grace! Then we could pour that blessing out to someone else!

God is so good, He just keeps on blessing me, over and over again! I love that song, James you will have to post the words to that one!

I am so happy today! What is one of those words Brianna uses!:) Oh well, just can't remember!

Do not know what my plans are for today, will just have to pray about it, and go from there.
I have a feeling that this is going to be a great day!

I've got a feeling everything is gonna be alright! That a song I will save for later.
Have a blessed day everyone, encourage someone with nice words and a smile today! remember God is watching you!

Here Goes

I am having a snack right now! Not the usual snack though. I am having a glass of milk! Ok its not a snack, but I am calling it that! I think I am arguing with my self!:)

Well today has been really quite! I have been looking at new books to read, and I still have 3 out from the Library, two that are on hold that just come in, but I will have those finished in a few days! I love to read!

I lost 2 pounds of body fat today! This is weird! I weighed 224.5 yesterday morning. I now weigh 226, but I know that I gained a Pound in water and lost two pounds of body fat. Somewhere in there I must have gained some muscle. Just a little bit.

I really enjoy working out at the gym. I wish I could be home earlier, but something always comes up! Last night I actually got home at 9:30 that was great!

James and Jess did a really good job of cleaning yesterday, I was impressed! Good job guys!

Skip and I watched Cold Case last night and enjoyed each others company! It was nice!

Well guess I need to get back to work! Be nice to someone today. Smile at someone!

I'm Going Under

A song written by me! Thank you God for this song!

Somethings holding me back Lord, Its standing in the way!
Lord you can move this mountain, so i can go the right way.
I am struggling to make it. I need you more each day.
Lord help me to make it, Lord show me the way!

Chorus:
I'm going under, I'm sinking in this sin,
I'm going under, I need your help again.
I can't make it Lord, show me the way.
I can't make it Lord, help me stand today.

I keep treading water, I can't last to long.
I don't think I can make it, I know I'm not that strong.
Lord I want you to carry me and lead me on my way.
Take me Lord into your hands and help me not to stray.

Chorus
I'm going under, I'm sinking in this sin.
I'm going under, I need you help again.
I can't make it Lord show me the way.
I can't make it Lord, help me stand today.

All I need is you Lord to show me the way.
With your strength I can make it, Lord teach me to pray.

Repeat Chorus.

Who Cares?

That was the topic of our sermon this morning!

If a sparrow falls who cares?

How many hairs are in your head? Who cares?

God does! It says so in Matthew Chapter 10 you should read it, its a good one!

God cares so much that he knows the number of hairs on your head! If he knows that don't you think he knows everything else about you! If he cares about the sparrow, don't you think he cares about what you are going through!

Yes he does. Talk to him, he says his sheep know his voice! He is waiting to hear from you!

Today was a good day! I cooked lunch for me, Skip, the kids and my friend Catherine! she was over using my computer and Internet again! We watched a few shows together, and I took a nap! I was tired. The kids went to Church today, I think they enjoyed it, I did not hear much about it! I know James said it was different from being at his church. OK Bri, now you have to come to church with us!

Honestly, I Love my church. Sometimes I do not want to go, (you know I would rather sleep) but I love it there! I love being able to sing and lead the praise and worship! I love the freedom of being able to worship God! I also love worshiping with my family. My cousin Delaine, who is also my best friend is just like me, we always think a like and some time we go through the same things. I know I could tell her anything! We are taking our moms to VA for a week in April for Mothers day, I can not wait! we lead Praise and Worship together! It is so great! Sometimes we make the same mistakes in the song at the same time, that is God. We love to sing together too!

Well kids are talking and family is having fun! Have a good night! :)

Ok Bri here is your crying smiley face! :::::)