I missed church tonight! for two reasons. One I forgot to set my living room clock ahead, and the other I just did not want to go! I know that is not good, maybe I am a little mad at God, but I should not be! I made my choices,and he lets me, that's just the way God is! He loves us enough to let us make our own choices! So maybe we should start letting the ones we love make there own choices, even when they hurt us!
I have to remember that my joy comes from God and that he loves me more that I could know! today I am choosing to seek forgiveness and to be happy!
James wants to join the mentor program at Fox Creek! He wants to be mentored! I think I am trying not to take this as an insult to my parenting, but it is hard. I would hope that my kids could come to me with any thing, but I guess there are just some things you don't talk to your parents about! I love you any way James!
By the way Bree, James blew it Sat night, part of the conditions for letting him come was for him to clean the kitchen, and the den and to take out scraps. Which he did not finish, his dad is not happy! But I did enjoy meeting your parents it was fun! We should really get together and do something soon!
Well I got dumped again today! Guess I was not the chosen one today! But I did enjoy Lunch with my mom, James, Jess, Robert and David. It was fun, and I got to watch some movies!
Jess is now with her dad, they were last seen at a her dads friend house! Guess they will be home late. It is quite here! James is in his room and the boys are watching tv. I think they watch too much.
My diet is not going to well, I never been one of those to stick to something to long! I love going to the gym though, and I will keep at it! I am hoping to loose some weight and clean up some, I am trying to impress my man, maybe he will fall for me all over again, who knows! Maybe I can get some of that lost love back! I know that God is good! he will help!
Ok David wants me to read him a book, gotta go! Show someone you love them today!
I'm sorry that you are having a hard time right now. I can tell you are struggling, but you seem to be doing okay with it all.
ReplyDeleteRemember to give God all of your problems. Don't just be aware that he will make it all better, you have to actually surrender all of the little things and issues in your life to him to fix. Your car will never get cleaned unless you take it to the car wash. God can be your car wash, you are the car, and the dirt is your problems. :)
Bree I am hanging in there. I seem to keep picking up the same trash over an over again! I will get through this!
ReplyDeleteI am still Praising Him In This Storm!
70% on Revalation quiz and I am studying that!:)
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